My news of birth!

He's not big yet, but I have a new baby :) His name is Chancho! One blue and one brown eye and I love him very much :D Kendar tried to dognap him ealier today :o And as soon as my dad comes home, he's getting a shower!! xD I want my boyfriend right now :(

And it's all downhill from here

What I've come to notice was how everything is getting worse everyday...
People are lost, objects lost, money goes nowhere... We better be getting better with the one world we have. I need something of real interest, that has meaning for my life, that will make me better, then have me to my old ways. Give me rest; Give everyone a rest that needs it.

If I keep at the way I'm going, I think I might explode. The feelings inside of me want to crawl out and attack. I have scar tissue I wish you could see, but life works the way it does. I sadly try many times to believe what my best friend Queef says... Not working as much as I hoped. If there is anything I can do is just wait. Just not for the rest of my life.